Even though my free will has returned I know God is a dominion without a shadow of doubt, but I believe every body understands this, and to be a servant of god shall be looked upon as permanent even if many people reject this to be so. But it can be seen that God in all his wisdom offered to me his right hand and there upon I took it gladly for many different reasons, the first and foremost being, yes the most important being; I asked him to prove to me that he existed and to me this he did, but for me, for my sake; and in doing so he informed me “do not attempt to by hearsay or the written or spoken word attempt to sway any body from their faith/religion at any cost, and he taught me the way, and in doing so took me on a walk through the darker side of humanity which is at all times intermingled with the light side. And he said to me “do not push your findings upon anyone because this is my responsibility.”
At the same time he also indicated to me “that I must keep a written work for the sake of humanity for their future reference; “and without identifying anyone deliberately you may make this work public knowledge,” thus I have done so and at this time when much of my work was completed (as I thought) and I accepted God and the Holy Spirit in reality and truth that they exist, God had answered my request in full which was to prove to me that he and Jesus the holy spirit, and the spirit of humanity and all things existed. There fore this I do, but proof for me, and it was not my responsibility to attempt to prove to anyone else it was their own responsibility.
Now I find my life changing as God is encouraging me to remind the people here and now of his past promise: that he would “have the winds of change fulminate through religion” and what else is he doing regarding “all people must be accommodated” and he included those who are of the homosexual persuasion who wanted to be recognised within the church and maybe become officers of such which is gradually being in the offing at this time. Of course there is more to this but this is all he wants me to write at this moment regarding this subject.