As I stand alone I often wonder what is to become of me as I invite anyone or someone to communicate with me via Email, as I continue to walk this lonely walk and await those not of my choosing but of Gods. I do have an understanding of the way God works but it is difficult to communicate with those of his choosing when he and only he will give to them the spiritual inspiration; stimulus, spur, motivation, stimulation, encouragement to communicate with me. I know the feeling only too well when he will encourage or discourage people doing so.
I even know what it is feels like when someone might think about communicating with me and he puts them off, it’s a feeling of despondency that brings into the mind of “what’s the point or maybe the thought no I don’t think so, should I or should I not, or that feeling which comes into ones mind as if something is putting them off, and when they make their mind up not to communicate that unpleasant feeling will go away, sometimes it can be felt in the temporal lobes, or one simply shrugs the idea off and that’s an end to it, yes we all know what these experiences are like for sure.
Spiritual inspiration to do or not to do something, and when one follows that feeling and makes the move to reject and it’s the right move and not reject, that slight or maybe stronger feeling of relief usually follows, surely.
Well this takes place with me every time I attempt to communicate with someone, or write a blog and put it onto the net, and if god wants me to it just does so and if he wants me not to then that feeling comes over me and I know I have to resist the temptation, it’s the same if I have something to respond to and he has not sanctioned it, it does not happen. There are times when I think and feel as if I have something to write and place it onto the blogs, so off I go and when I have reached the end of the page and it has not to go, whoosh it’s gone and I do not know how it happened.
Everyone knows on certain places on the net that they can invite people as friends to communicate with them regular; well I cannot do this no matter how I try it just will not happen, honest I have no control at all, and this is part of my free will being taken from me, but if they are of Gods choice it just takes place so smooth and easy the comparison is phenomenal. It’s the same if God wants someone to come to our house and I do not want them here, you can bet for sure they turn up and in a second they have been invited in. Then I soon know they are here because he wants it so.
Its 06-12 early morning, I have been awake for ever and the Divine has me write this, so here it is. So if you get the spiritual inspirational feeling you want to Email me you will if he wants you to, and if you get the same inspirational spiritual feeling you would like to but he will not let you, well you already know the feeling, its out of our hands either way.