Coming to me out of the ether has over the past couple of weeks lightened just a bit after so many years and it is having me feel just that bit on the cautious side, also it has been very difficult for us because Chris has been quite poorly to say the least for over a month but is now feeling a bit better as she awaits her several hospital appointments.
Yes the pressure is easing off the both of us just a bit as we walk this path and it seems as if I am going to take some kind of charge over the God Jesus situation at last, because I am able to verbalize in this way; such as expressing my feelings rather boisterously in words: to express my feelings, thoughts, or ideas to those whom I communicate for and with who are all around us within the ether. It now seems as if I am taking control of the proceedings quite a bit therefore I am treading carefully as I do so.
Even so we have had many changes regarding personal family situations which by their love for us are very amicable indeed; which is also helping to take some of the pressure off, that will be a great help also in our well being so we are very thankful for that. Also on the Spiritual side of things regarding other people, I have realised that, in fact know I can continue my work as I have done so for over twenty odd years without the help of others (with the exception of Chris because she has supported me all the way through and will continue to do so”).
I have found over the years that when I get involved with others who are working for their God they do, would interfere with my work because they deny much of what I say thus when I am in their company which is few and far between, God has me remain silent, therefore now that I have some control over the situation I feel I can reject their interference; because some are still in the infancy stages of their spiritual journey but believe they are not, and if I tried to explain something to them it may take on the appearance that I am in competition with them, which indicates to me that they are still on their journey of soul cleansing and do not even realise it is so.
Over the past month or so, now I am at the stage where I can invoke the powers of those who claim to be God Jesus and others without any repercussions; and voice my opinions, desires and requests, even demands, regarding this work, but this is in its infancy. But I do use a lot of rules of acceptable behaviour: the rules and conventions governing correct or polite behaviour as in society in general or in a specific social or professional situation,
Etiquette indeed, but rather sternly but polite. As this situation unfolds I will if able include explanations as to that which is taking place.
Kenneth Foster Wednesday, 24 March 2010