PIE IN THE SKY
No I plead to the Great Spirit, God to stop using me now instantly from informing humanity of their dark side on all levels, possible levels, in fact on all levels as they expose their dark side unto all and everyone. I ask this because I feel it is a thankless task as far as I am concerned and I am becoming disenchanted, which is causing me to begin to lose interest: that which makes me want to stop believing that something or somebody is worthy as many are, and it is worthwhile of all of my efforts, often it feels as if they are not deserving of my support as I inform them of their soul cleansing.
I simply do not want to be used anymore by the Great Spirit God to attempt to forewarn the people of his choosing as he has me placing his desires here in front of them, for them because it seems to me as if it is being directed to many people, who will in turn despise me and regard me with loathing and contempt: to dislike somebody or something intensely and with contempt more so causing my heart to pore my life’s blood onto the ground, it causes me great pain and despondency which is making me extremely unhappy and discouraged and lonely and I, feel, no I know enough is enough.
I cannot bear the pain of despondency which is dragging me down because I have seen the affects upon those of his choosing as he attempts to mend their broken minds; and it is not a joyful sight, in fact I often want to lock myself away out of reach and sight of all of humanity but cannot do so because I have a family to consider, my ever suffering family, and even this pulls at my heartstrings most of the time because most if not all of them have no knowledge of the true reality of my predicament, with the exception of Chris.
Because she is suffering all of the time as she keeps reminding me I am not ken foster anymore I am who the divine says I am, and will be his completely in the blink of an eye if he so desired; and this is causing her so much anguish all of the time as if she has not enough to cope with considering she has many health problems which surely are too many to discuss here or anywhere else including her being registered disabled.
How can I continue to inform the people that this faith Of The Most Divine Spirit, God is going to bring a greater peace through out the world over time? It seems to me like for the want of a better explanation just pie in the sky. Kenneth Foster.