When I first began this faith I did not know what I had to do with it, but through time the Gods/Nucleus had me write it in so many different ways. First they had me write it in long hand, then they persisted in putting the thoughts into my mind to buy an electric type writer, several months later they did the same thing again and kept pushing the thoughts into my mind to buy a word processor, then after a while the pushing began again and I was advanced to a computer, as time progressed I had ended up, up grading three more times and I am now using this laptop, all of this took place over about twenty two years.
And to cap it all I have worn out about four printers. Hopefully this will be the end to this expense.
When I first began they told me not to push this faith onto other people, but on the other hand they wanted me to, (a paradox), so I did so by their persuasion but in different ways (booklet form) designed by himself God/Nucleus because I did not have any idea how to. I introduced this to those of his choice because he wanted the people to know and understand about the dark side of humanity and what he was going to do about it.
This is a long drawn out story shortened,
The people on the earth have a bigger dark side than most people realize/understand, it is much deeper seated in their spirit/soul conscious and subconscious mind because it is natural in them and is within in so many different ways on so many different levels and because it’s this way in most they do not know how it detracts = take something away: to reduce the quality, value, or importance of something by taking something away from it such as their prolonged true love and light, that is untill they are made aware of it, and when someone like myself who has been seconded/induced by the divine to make them aware of it this places me in an awkward position/vulnerable indeed, and this is one of the reasons he has me partially isolated.
Further more, the human dark side is very complex as everyone knows and when trying to help someone who is troubled this way on what ever level it exists, it attracts at the same time the dark side of eternity which causes many problems such a physical and mental health problems.
But through time I have gradually learned that ones dark side instigates = 1. Get something started: to cause a process to start 2. Start trouble: to cause trouble, especially by urging somebody to do something destructive or wrong from throughout the ether. Not recognised by many but is by some.