Since I became aware of my journey, and through time and experiences as I look back to my school days I can see how my life was being managed by an unforseen force which I now know was not of my own doing, I am now seventy four years of age and the situation continues.
Even now I continue to find my life is being managed by this force and find it rather despicable to say the least, but who’s fault is it but my own because when I became un fit to work and had to leave my job and my spiritual journey had began, and because I was feeling so ill and thought I was dying I gave myself whole to something which said it was God. Hence God on the train.
Since then I have had many visitors, here are some of the names which came from them. The Christ, Peter, Joseph, Mary. Gabriel, and many more from the biblical era, and several of my own family members and extended family many times over, all deceased.
And as can be seen I have seen many of them many times and had thousands of visitations from them also over these years.
The point I am trying to make in this script is “how can I prove to other people that these visitors from eternity are who they say they are, how can I prove this even to myself they are who they say they are?, it is an impossible task, and one I believe should be left in the hands of those who they claim to be, but I question myself regarding this and at the same time in my opinion I believe they ought to come clean and fully identify themselves to all people with the truth absolute and stop depending on other people to do it for them because it is an impossible task even though many people try to.
I continue to challenge God the nucleus and many more over and over again to do so but to no avail, and I will continue to do so as long as I am able, and they permit me because they are doing so at this very moment.
When I asked them quite a few years ago to prove they exist to everyone they said “Why should we when they do not believe in us,” I ask them again “How can they when you ignore them? And I now place the ball back into their hands and ask them “What are you afraid of and by saying “Nothing , it is just an excuse but for your own reasons best known only to yourselves.”